I met someone by accident, Anthony. I felt something I haven’t felt before. It was different, weird, a little epic but still great. This one day made my hole week better. I can’t explain it yet, but, … it’s hard to think when he’s around me. I miss him, every minute, every second, I will always miss him… even when he’s with me.
My mother is the best mother I could ever wish. She’s kind, beautiful but most of all she’s here for me. I love you mam, I always will. Because no one else could ever replace you. I love you today, and tomorrow and for the rest of my life. Happy mama’s day.
I have to be honest with you. I think about you a lot. All the time, actually. In the morning, at night, in the middle of my day. It’s you. It’s always you. Love you mam.
This life will be good and beautiful but not without heartbreak in dead comes peace. The pain is the cost of living, like love is how we know we’re alive. I hold on, helplessly praying, I’m still hiding all the pain and feelings. I still need you. Don’t come back, you can’t make it wright. I need to let go, I know I’m strong. I don’t wanna hear and see you anymore.
Isn’t it amazing how life is one thing and then is an instand, it becomes something else… just like that. If I stay, I’ll die. They always say time changes things but I know that the pain is unbearable. Every second of it. There is no such thing as moving on, it’s a lie.
I have no place in the world.
The pain will never end.
I can’t fight it.
I’m not strong